Recite for the ones feeling down

 Text from:  The world is a horrible place and I'm so tired of living in it. : depression Recitation clip: Running Total:    1972 + 126 = 2098

 Text from:  Depressed, lost interest in living! : depression Recitation Clips: Running total:  1836 +136 = 1972

 Text from: I'm gonna kill myself : depression Recitation clip: Running total: 1734 + 102 = 1836

Text from: If one more person tells me to ‘just go on a walk’ for my depression… : depression Recitation clip: Running Total: 1639 + 95 = 1734

 Text from:  Time travel : depression Recitation clip: Running Total: 1613 + 26 = 1639

 Text from:  that's it for me in this life : depression Recitation Clips: Running total 1,288 + 325 = 1,613

 Text from:  Killing myself tonight : depression Recitation Clip: Running Total: 1,244 + 44 = 1,288

Text from: i have no one to say this to : depression Recitation clip: Running Total: 733 + 511 = 1,244

Text from:  I want to kill myself in the most gruesome & pitiful way to make my narcissistical parents feel at least a bit of empathy for me. : depression Recitation clip: Running total: 733